Pernah gak terpikir buat ngumpul lagi sama temen2 SMA dulu? Kebetulan hari Minggu kemarin, gue diajak ketemuan sama temen2 satu gank yang sering ngumpul dan ngobrol bareng, sehubungan dengan salah satu dari temen gue itu ada yg mo merit hari Minggu depannya. O well…another marriage. But I feel really happy for her, and also for my friends who have starts their own family now. Woww…how time really flies! There we were, laughing and joking about each other and the past, in a really different situation like now. 6 grown up ladies (yup, we’re grown ups now!):
Helda now has a 1 year old son and still smoking until now!;
Kadek, is now married and expecting her baby soon;
Riana, the bride-to-be is chubbier now;
Dian Kus, is now wearing hijjab, is also getting married on July;
Elva, the tomboy girl is now a feminine lady!; and last but no least, the youngest,
Me …well…I can’t judge myself! They said I’m thinner now. Really??
Frequently Asked Question is really asked yesterday: when will I get married? I just smiled and said, “Insya Allah, doain aja ya…” for now I’m having my serious relationship with kakak, but dunno when that happiest day will arrive. “Udah ada rencana kok, cuma blum tau kapan. Lagi nabung…” ;) Since I’m the youngest of all, mereka pun maklum. Ya iya lah, yang mo merit gue kok, hihihi :D But hearing their stories makes me envy. Sumtimes I really want it bad, tapi mikir juga klo udh bener2 ngejalaninnya. Bukannya gak yakin, justru karena gue ngerasa yakin akan kakak dan hubungan ini. But marriage is a HUGE thing dan gue blum ngerasa siap secara financial. That’s why gue dan kakak mutusin buat nabung dulu. Yang penting kami gak berhenti berdoa supaya bisa terus bersama dan hubungan ini bisa kekal di dunia dan di akhirat nanti, amin. Sekarang ini emang kami hanya bisa menghadiri pesta2 pernikahan temen2 kami, but we’re sure that day will come soon. Yup, smangaaattt!!! ;)
