lessons of life

Have u ever been in such a bad mood situation? Sesorean kemarin gue ngerasa ada yg gak beres aja, kayak under pressure gitu. Mana kemarin sendirian di kantor, huhuhu...si Tya sempet kuliah dulu. Alhasil pas si hunny cuma bisa ol sebentar, gue jadi marah. Sensi pula rupanya. Hhh...felt so bad. Couldn't sleep all nite. Our 1st fight.

Hope it was the 1st and the last. Don't wanna have anymore.

sesak

Kenapa sesek banget rasanya dada ini
Just don't wanna be angry
Don't wanna be sad
Hhh...
I just don't know what i feel...

:(

dead end

What is your icon? Icon apa yg paling melambangkan anak muda ya?? Lagi buntu berat, padahal dari tadi lumayan nganggur. Hmm...sepertinya otakku memang harus dipacu kerjanya agar lebih giat... :(

saat jarak memisahkan

Have u ever been in a long distance relationship?
Me never.
Until now.

Skywalker went back home to Palembang. The day he went home was the saddest ever. But we tried to be strong. This is not the end, in fact this is the beginning of everything. He'll try to bring me to his family like i did too. *sigh* I just never had like this before. Hope God will always guide us.

1,2,3

Phew!
Akhirnya one of my biggest dream when i was a teen terwujud juga! I get my chance to work at LOWE, one of the biggest and strongest Ad Agency in Indonesia and worldwide. In this 3 months, i have to prove that i'm worth enough to stand my feet and compete with others. It's not an easy job, and i put so much effort here.

Hari pertama tidak begitu menyenangkan. Diawali dengan nganggur selama lebih dari separuh hari, dan lebih banyak gue gunakan dengan ngobrol, baca buku dan ktawa ktiwi dengan Tya, teman gue dari IMAGO juga yang ikut kerja disini. Pas kami lagi asik2nya main hangman (hihi...emang dasar lagi nganggur, got nuthin' to do!), akhirnya ketauan sama group head di group me and Tya join in, dan dikasih tugas bikin PSA bertemakan child trafficking yang terjadi di Aceh. Belum juga kerjaan ini selesai, gue dan Tya dikasih kerjaan yang lebih penting dari klien yang gede banget: Pepsodent from Unilever. Hwahh...my 1st task. Sempet berpusing2 berdua Tya, dan begitu kami selesai presentasi sama Sr. Copywriter disini, yg ada tulisan kami dihina dina olehnya! Hiks.. :( satu kalimat dari dia yg bakal gue inget seumur idup: "I don't get any fucking idea about this.." Waww..i can't believe he said that 'F' words to us.. O well, we supposed not to cry, not to sad, this is life, THE REAL LIFE! Reality bites, and i believe it's much harder than this. Tapi kemudian itu yang bikin gue jadi segen sama si abang (dari batak soalnya) yang namanya depannya sama kayak my hunny.. (reminds me of u, hun..but only his name! not much!) ;)

Hari kedua, time flew so slow. Tugas kami makin banyak, walau udh mulai ketauan titik terangnya. Sempet makan siang sama Dina yang gawe di Hotline Ad dan Christine, my college friend yg udh kerja 5 th disini! O well..kami makan di kantin PLN yg gak jauh dari sini. Nothing special today.

Hari ketiga, today. Kerjaan makin depressed, si mas 'F' word makin streng ngatur waktu. Tiap jam, kami musti ada progress dan di report ke dia. Si Tya stress banget, kliatan lesu gitu seharian. I tried to enjoy as much as i could. Dan jam 16.30 ini, di approve juga kerjaan gue. Alhamdulillah...tinggal presentasi ke CD. Ternyata panjang juga perjalanan mencari ide gue. Mungkin karena minim pengalaman kali ya? Maklum anak baru dan masih blajar.. Mudah2an hari ini gak lembur deh.

I miss mu hunny so much.. *sigh* miss everything about u, love.. :-*

ice cream

Your love is better than ice cream
better than anything else that I've tried
and your love is better than ice cream
but everyone here knows how to fight

and it's a long way down
it's a long way down
it's a long way down to the place
where we started from

Your love is better than chocolate
better than anything else that I've tried
Oh love is better than chocolate
everyone here knows how to cry

And it's a long way downit's a long way down
it's a long way down to the place
where we started from...

[Sarah McLachlan - Ice Cream]

a moment with josh

When you say you love me
The world go still, so still inside
When you say you love me
For a moment there's no one else alive..

When you say you love me
The world go still, so still inside
When you say you love me
In that moment i know why i'm alive

When you say you love me
Do you know how i love you..

(When You Say You Love Me-Josh Groban)

the new me

Ganti alamat blog, hopefully it would bring a new me to you. Sebenernya sih pengen nerusin yang lama, tapi gak seru ya krn udh agak basi isinya. But btw, how can i post my photo on the profile ya???

And where's Andy by the way? ;)

fully loaded..

SMS inbox udh penuh gini, binun mo apus yang mana??? :( Semuanya lucu, smuanya punya kenangan sendiri.. sayang banget ngapusnya, huhuhu.. :((

Btw, pernah ga sih ngalamin kayak gini? Sampe gatau mo di transfer kemana sms2 ini. Duh maaf ya hun, tapi aku bener2 binun mo apus yang mana. Mo di fwd ke no-ku yg satu lagi juga udh penuh, hehe :D *dudul*

the brand new blog

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